Friday, February 13, 2004

hmmm, maybe i shldnt say that, but i think retribution does happen. what goes ard, comes ard. its been so long, i always wanted to hug her again. yesterdae, she was crying her eyes out. i gave her a hug, then i finally convinced myself that my feelings for her are no longer there. it was like hugging my own sister, someone close to me. looking at her reminds me of how she treated me last time, only hers is worse, longer and too painful. why she left me to suffer, that i don understand. the only way i can describe her now is pitiful. i'm sorry i cant do anything to help u. i'm even more sorry if i have to say u deserve this for treating me like that last time, now u know how painful it was for me, like me, soon u will no longer believe in love.

i'm sorry, baobei.

its a beautiful morning. going to get my motorbike todae, thats my new love at least. i promise to love her with all my might and my days of riding with her last longer then ' u know wat' got to go for work. happy friendship dae to all my frens.

glad to be alive - bertie
gilbert at 4:19 PM [comment]

{I hear voices, voices only half as humane as mine..}